Complicated

The final decision will come out tomorrow. I'm not brave enough to see it, yet I want to know where I'm gonna be. Yes, complicated much. Ah, I miss those days when I was 4.

Just in case it's a no, I prolly would go somewhere try not to think about it and go back home at around 10 or anytime that I don't have to see anyone again, go to my bedroom and cry myself to sleep (which most likely will happen, 90%?). But if it's a yes, I.. don't know yet. Maybe pizza?

Life is a mystery.