Sick

I am a honey bee
Shunned off from the colony
And they won't let me in
So I left the hive
They took away all my stripes
And broke off both my wings
So I'll find another tree
And make the wind my friend
I'll just sing with the birds
They'll tell me secrets off the world

But my other honey bee
Stuck where he doesn't wanna be
Oh my darling honey bee
I'll come save you
Even if it means I'll have to face the queen

So I'll come prepared
My new friends say they would help me
Get my loved one back
They say it isn't right
The bees have control of your mind
But I choose not to believe that
So we'll meet in the darkness of the night
And I'll promise I will be there on time
We'll be guided by my new friends the butterflies
Bring us back to our own little hive

Oh my other honey bee
No longer stuck where he doesn't wanna be
Oh my darling honey bee
I have saved you
And now that you're with me
We can make our own honey

Honey Bee by Zee Avi

I think it's not too much for me to wish I was this honey bee instead of that honey bee she has to save. There are too many reasons. Being the beast in this family is one. Forgive me Lord for hating my own family but that won't make me forget what had, has, and will always happen to me if I stay. I never wanna be here, universe knows that. What is it that make you keep making me stay here, Sir? Not to mention that I DID a huge effort to escape and you know I've been on my knees begging you ALL the times hoping you'd hear my so called prayers. What is it that make you keep making me a loser for them, for being something to laugh at, for everything I do, for everything I wish for? I know I've never been that good girl everyone would love, but I don't think I'm that bad either. What is it that you want me to learn? I've learned a lot to ignore this hatred. I've learned a lot to know it's not right. I've learned a lot not to put a trust on everyone by being the untrusted for ages. I've learned a lot, Sir. What is it that you want me to find out? I'm sure you know this, I've known I'm the honey bee stuck where I don't wanna be. I'll save myself to get out of this hive. I will. And I hope this is not my last prayer, I wish you help me this time.