But hey, not all of the upcoming things are bad. Ramadhan the fasting month is on mid August! Well, I know I've been a real bad muslim for ignoring the praying times for oh so many times and doing other bad things (no I don't steal, don't drink, don't have sex, etc etc), but still I can feel the euphoria. Mama kinda forced me to read Koran yesterday and I got so many distraction (damn blackberry messenger). Well, I was afraid that I couldn't read as good as her, which is absolutely true. I was afraid that she would find out that I haven't touched the holy book for a long long time, and it turned out not so bad, a little mistakes here and there but well, not bad for a..... wait I'm not a beginner, I was born as a muslim and I have been a muslim for almost 18 years now and whoaaa, it's that bad people! I am horrible. *people screaming*
Every cloud has a silver lining? Shit, holiday ends soon, which means my early morning praying time is back! I now don't know if I'm happy for it or not.
And about the title, please, I don't wanna die tonight. Amen.