So tomorrow they have this Program Cinta Kampus, or I Love Campus Program, which I obviously won't go because I don't love that campus. And again, dad wants me to start loving the place and he keeps saying that if I act like this he really made a good decision not to let me go. All I want is for him to stop expecting, like I did long time ago. Because it's hard enough for me to go everyday to the place I don't like, do the things I don't want to, and be surrounded by people whose way of thinking I don't enjoy.
It's good that I've found new good friends, despite the fact that mostly they don't think what I'm thinking. It's also good to know I can easily fit in this new situation. But through all of that, still there's something missing inside me. That's why I don't want dad, or anyone, to expect me to be like what they want, or anyone to say that I don't act like what I'm supposed to. It's hard enough for me and please don't make it harder. Thanks.