Regarding to another cancellation I got, I don't understand why I don't feel like I'm loosing something now. Seriously, you know how desperate I was at the first cancellation (you know what I'm talking about..). The second one was a bit shocking too but it wasn't as frustrating as the first one. And now, I feel nothing. Ha I don't know if it's good but if so, I'll be staying here keeping myself as unplanned as possible, so at the end I would find my way surprising instead of shocking. Doesn't I sound awesome? wink wink!