Ok it's not you, it's me. It's not that I don't want to, it's because I just can't. And you won't know how bad I feel after everything, but I do really feel bad about it, for knowing that I will never tell and knowing you expect me to say something, probably. I feel bad for letting you think I don't wanna share. I feel bad even for thinking that it's really possible for you to think that way. And I don't want you to get me wrong because I'm just plain weird, no further explanation.
So there I go, I'm sorry. I love you.