19.6.10

Littlest Things, weird

"Sometimes I find myself sitting back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissing
And I remember when you started calling me your miss's
All the play fighting, all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
There's no one in the world that could replace you

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?"

By Lily Allen.

I can say that this is my favourite song ever. My blog title is inspired by this song. It's not like the lyric fits my situation. No, and I will never, I believe. The first time I listened to the song, I didn't really get the lyrics, yet I could feel something so deep (I don't know I just could and still can feel it). Then I listen and listen again and I usually get bored of something specially a song easily, but its been years and every time I hear the song, I feel 'it' again. Like this time.

I was about to sleep and it's 11:54 here. Then my ipod randomly plays the song. Her voice brings me away, as if I was the one who was left by the one I love. And I reminisce about the time we were together. And its her voice again that makes it sounds so real. And its just weird. I never see people kissing then remember of someone I wish I could kiss, err yea. I never tell someone sad stories about my childhood. And I never dream of when I have just started things with people. But again, her voice makes it so real. Her voice it's her damn voice!

Its weird. I listen to her songs and got bored of some, but this song remains for long. At least until now, I still can feel how sad it is to wonder if he feels the same with me and hope that we could pretend for one weekend only, and desperately ask if this is the end. It's really sad and I know I feel it. Weird.

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