30.7.11

This is it

It's finally holiday and I'm so glad that my first year of unifuvkingversity was over. Not that I want to tell what I've been through, it's just, today, on the very first day of the almost 6 weeks off of school, I'm wondering what I will be in the next few years.

Actually I just watched a movie. It's a light one, I give a 5/10 for that. But what caught me the most was the idea of who I am and what I want. The movie tells about a fresh graduate looking for a job who got an appointment for interview for a big company but she couldn't pass it because she didn't know how to answer 'tell me who is Annie (her name)'. I'm sure if I was asked the same question, I would walk out the room empty handed as I saw the interviewer tearing up my application forms. Horrible. I don't know who I am and I, for my personal identity sake, still don't know what I'm looking for.

Perhaps I need to mention that few days ago someone who is believed to have this supernatural ability to predict the future told me a bit bout what would happen to me after my college life. Not that I want to believe him but I think what he said could be very possible if I personally take that as a suggestion. I don't wanna end up like what he said, because one thing I know for sure is that I know this is my life and I, assume that everything will work out as I expect it to, have the right, chances, and also choices to decide which direction I will go. And since another year had just flown away and 3 other years I suppose wouldn't be that long, I think I should.... Right, I forgot this is holiday. Anticlimax whatsoever, 2 minutes ago I really was worried about my future and now I don't feel anything. Teenager.

Happy holiday people! :'D

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Actually, I think they use shredders these days so you don't have to worry about people tearing your papers apart.

I hope this helps :)

Achlam Basalamah said...

Right, that's funny as hell thanks so much