It keeps on getting better and better. No fucks involved. I'm so relieved.
And what now, I don't know. I have reached that point where I can just see it as something bad that happened once, but of course bad things happen. Be it destructive or constructive depends on how I see it. And yes I can handle it now. Though it's still weird knowing how things can change so quickly in a way I could never imagine before. But yeah, ignorance is a bliss. The less amount of shit given, the better.
Blah, I don't need reasons, explanations, apologies, whatever it doesn't matter anymore. Everything I have is actually enough, don't you think? And of course, I can always leave the questions unanswered because in the end, perspective changes.