Sigh

Ok, I'm weird.

I kind of enjoy having all these thoughts, having the imaginary answers and reactions, and having these constant battles between hoping to forget and hoping to go on. It seriously is much better than having nothing to think about, or no reason to stay up all night, or some other boring activities that I usually do when I'm fine. But well, only if it's not too much, I'm not that weird.

Blah, whatever.