Hello from work again.
I've been high on caffeine since a couple of hours ago and I had to make a few phone calls to Indonesia and I was not interested at all because I've always hated to talk superficially to strangers. And something made me even more hesitated to call, which I'm about to tell soon, and I was saved by the universe for luckily it's the time where these people I had to call were busy until next week. Think about coincidence.
Anyway. I was talking to one of my two best friends back home yesterday, which made me think a lot about myself and how I see friendships. It's perhaps the only thing that remains from all this old self-new self thing. I tend to hold on dearly to my friendships, in a way that it's terrifying how my friends are the people who could hurt me the most. I had 2 friends back home, and now one has been missing and I don't know how to reach to her. Here I've met plenty of wonderful people and I've successfully made good friends with 2 of them (2 is my limit maybe), and I just made one of them mad at me. Aren't I the champion of pushing people away?
What's funnier is that, after realising how true it is yesterday, that I seem to care way much more about my friendships than the people who are in the same cycle of friendships with me (how is this getting confusing), I was thinking of putting some distance with my friends here, in the hope that they would not be able to hurt me the way one of my 2 old best friends did when she disappeared. It's the same old routine, my intensity in befriending people eventually brought me to the feeling of attachment, and when I finally am attached, you wouldn't want to imagine what I could do to make them stay.
And I have slowly become attached to my new friends, and it started to scare me.
So this morning I said something stupid to this new friend. I didn't mean to sound mean of course but perhaps subconsciously it was the message that came out of my mouth because of this stupid idea I had since last night (putting distance). And she was upset, of course. Still is. And my reaction to her madness was unsurprisingly the same old reaction I would have when my old friends were mad at me. I put myself down so low it almost looked like I worship them. But that's simply because I value friendships more than anything else, and it matters a lot to me.
And it's also funny because all of my 4 friends are female. And I heard from my friend yesterday that another friend was asking her about me, if I was into women too. It hit too close to home because I'm not denying it, I questioned myself as well about my sexuality just because of how dearly I could treat my friends. And this is insane and hilarious at the same time. Initially I was mad that people questioned my sexuality. But now I just think that, isn't it great how people could see that your friendships are too amazing people think you're gay? (Or maybe it's both a blessing and a curse).
That's that. I learned a bit more about myself that I may seem like I don't care much. But trust me when I do, I would bring the moon down to my friends' feet if that was what it takes to make them stay in my life. Omg aren't I scary???
" Take bread away from me, if you wish, take air away, but do not take from me your laughter. Do not take away the rose, the lance flower that you pluck, the water that suddenly bursts forth in joy, the sudden wave of silver born in you." -Pablo Neruda
I sent this earlier this morning to that friend and I totally understand why people think I'm gay. But guess what, I don't care what people think ;-)
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28.7.16
8.6.13
Sigourney
"Don't it always seem to go, that you don't know what you've got till it's gone."
Counting Crows by Big Yellow Taxi
I have this friend who's gonna leave soon. Of course, it's always about people coming and going lately. And too late when I realised that we're actually that good of friends, we're running out of time. I'm leaving next week and when I'm back, she'd be leaving for good already.
So recently I've been hanging out with her quite a lot. We went to a crater together with my sisters as well, and we went to a place she's been wanting to go since the first few weeks she's been here (though it wasn't that impressive and my sisters didn't talk to her due to language barriers and she was tired and I couldn't do anything about it too). And today we went out again for dinner and ended up watching movie and there were a lot of funny things that I think are worth telling here, a memory worth remembering for this stupid little fish.
Actually there was no plan at the first place, it was all spontaneous. Today I was supposed to meet a friend and I didn't have anything to drive so I went with my sister who was going to the same direction with me. After I finished, I was waiting for her again to go home together, but she was still working so I thought I'd just go to a mall nearby and wait for her there. So I contacted this particular friend I'm talking about and invited her to come for dinner and she said yes.
Even for me to get there was funny. I randomly met another friend and I asked her how to walk to the mall from my university, so she told me the direction but I wasn't so sure about that. So after arrived at the bus stop, there were two girls there and I asked them how to get to the mall I'm going to. And they were like 'we're going there too, come with us'. So I said yes and followed them. But the pavement was so small and was only fit for two people, and they were walking so slowly. So I was like, wanting to go pass them but I couldn't because I was walking with them basically, and it was so awkward that I had to walk behind them. So yeah.
After eternity I finally arrived. And when she finally came, we went to a restaurant and after eating she showed me pictures of her family and her boyfriend and her boyfriend's baby niece's dancing video which was so funny and cute. Not so long after we saw a kid dancing and we laughed so much. Coincidence.
Then we went to the theatre to watch movie, but we were 20 minutes late to watch Fast and Furious 6. Then we were looking at the movie posters and we coincidentally were looking at the same spot: Vin Diesel. Then she was like 'I like him', when I was saying 'hey daddy' to him. And we laughed because later on we found out that both of us think he's so hot. And then we decided to watch the movie After Earth and after buying the tickets before leaving the place (we had like 25 minutes before the movie started and she wanted to smoke), we went back to look at Vin Diesel again. Girls....
And after the movie, it was almost midnight already and it was friday and the mall has this Friday Jazz night show and she said it's also funny because she and the other exchange student have been wanting to go there since the very beginning and today was practically their last friday night but they haven't seen that yet. So before going back we decided to stop for a while to watch. And it was funny that there weren't a lot of people watching and the music was nice actually but we laughed so much at how they played. Not so long after we saw another little kid dancing so hilariously and she was so cute and she had the moves which makes it even funnier, she danced as if she was professional and that made us laughed so much because that reminded us of the video of her boyfriend's niece that we saw earlier. Another funny coincidence. (But then the kid noticed that we were laughing at her and she stopped dancing, I still kind of feel bad about that now that I think of it).
After that we really went back home, but we went to different directions and I don't know why I said we could just walk to her place then I took a cab from there. But we did and there was another funny thing. We were talking about a lot of random stuff, one was about google glasses and the possibility for people to watch porn from that thing and later on, we passed by a parked taxi and she was shocked when she said 'did you see what the driver watch???'. I didn't but I laughed so much because I guessed correctly that he watched porn. And it was just another funny coincidence.
I had so much fun today, maybe also because I've been running away from studying. But yeah, one thing she asked that strikes me and reminds me that she's leaving so soon:
So, when are you coming to Europe?
P.S: I'm so very creative that a couple of times I write something about my friends I don't know what title to put on so I just put on their names. Maybe I'm really that much of a fish that I need to be reminded that when I re-read those posts I'd know right away that I wrote them for them.
Counting Crows by Big Yellow Taxi
I have this friend who's gonna leave soon. Of course, it's always about people coming and going lately. And too late when I realised that we're actually that good of friends, we're running out of time. I'm leaving next week and when I'm back, she'd be leaving for good already.
So recently I've been hanging out with her quite a lot. We went to a crater together with my sisters as well, and we went to a place she's been wanting to go since the first few weeks she's been here (though it wasn't that impressive and my sisters didn't talk to her due to language barriers and she was tired and I couldn't do anything about it too). And today we went out again for dinner and ended up watching movie and there were a lot of funny things that I think are worth telling here, a memory worth remembering for this stupid little fish.
Actually there was no plan at the first place, it was all spontaneous. Today I was supposed to meet a friend and I didn't have anything to drive so I went with my sister who was going to the same direction with me. After I finished, I was waiting for her again to go home together, but she was still working so I thought I'd just go to a mall nearby and wait for her there. So I contacted this particular friend I'm talking about and invited her to come for dinner and she said yes.
Even for me to get there was funny. I randomly met another friend and I asked her how to walk to the mall from my university, so she told me the direction but I wasn't so sure about that. So after arrived at the bus stop, there were two girls there and I asked them how to get to the mall I'm going to. And they were like 'we're going there too, come with us'. So I said yes and followed them. But the pavement was so small and was only fit for two people, and they were walking so slowly. So I was like, wanting to go pass them but I couldn't because I was walking with them basically, and it was so awkward that I had to walk behind them. So yeah.
After eternity I finally arrived. And when she finally came, we went to a restaurant and after eating she showed me pictures of her family and her boyfriend and her boyfriend's baby niece's dancing video which was so funny and cute. Not so long after we saw a kid dancing and we laughed so much. Coincidence.
Then we went to the theatre to watch movie, but we were 20 minutes late to watch Fast and Furious 6. Then we were looking at the movie posters and we coincidentally were looking at the same spot: Vin Diesel. Then she was like 'I like him', when I was saying 'hey daddy' to him. And we laughed because later on we found out that both of us think he's so hot. And then we decided to watch the movie After Earth and after buying the tickets before leaving the place (we had like 25 minutes before the movie started and she wanted to smoke), we went back to look at Vin Diesel again. Girls....
And after the movie, it was almost midnight already and it was friday and the mall has this Friday Jazz night show and she said it's also funny because she and the other exchange student have been wanting to go there since the very beginning and today was practically their last friday night but they haven't seen that yet. So before going back we decided to stop for a while to watch. And it was funny that there weren't a lot of people watching and the music was nice actually but we laughed so much at how they played. Not so long after we saw another little kid dancing so hilariously and she was so cute and she had the moves which makes it even funnier, she danced as if she was professional and that made us laughed so much because that reminded us of the video of her boyfriend's niece that we saw earlier. Another funny coincidence. (But then the kid noticed that we were laughing at her and she stopped dancing, I still kind of feel bad about that now that I think of it).
After that we really went back home, but we went to different directions and I don't know why I said we could just walk to her place then I took a cab from there. But we did and there was another funny thing. We were talking about a lot of random stuff, one was about google glasses and the possibility for people to watch porn from that thing and later on, we passed by a parked taxi and she was shocked when she said 'did you see what the driver watch???'. I didn't but I laughed so much because I guessed correctly that he watched porn. And it was just another funny coincidence.
I had so much fun today, maybe also because I've been running away from studying. But yeah, one thing she asked that strikes me and reminds me that she's leaving so soon:
So, when are you coming to Europe?
P.S: I'm so very creative that a couple of times I write something about my friends I don't know what title to put on so I just put on their names. Maybe I'm really that much of a fish that I need to be reminded that when I re-read those posts I'd know right away that I wrote them for them.
8.5.13
Nostalgic - Honey Badgers' Song
All of a sudden I feel so nostalgic, and that brings me to this song I wrote a couple of months ago about people I met in Korea.
Yes, a song, with a melody and lyrics and crappy voice but still, it's a song that brings back some sweet memory.
Honey Badgers
Hey Honey Badgers, I'd like to tell you something
About all the things that will remind me of everything
Okay, that's a bit too much I guess
But anyway..
Let's start with Eva, our crazy little Kuchka
She loves Korea, and she wants 'mandoo, you know?'
We have Johanna, our pretty sexy mama
She's super generous, and 'Happy papyrus!'
Let's move on to Joan, a very crazy person
She's very charming, and 'Hey daddy, how you doin?'
Chorus:
Honey Badgers I love you guys so much
I'll surely miss you and that's a permanent hunch
I know you'll come to my boring little town
You guys will miss me cause I'm just simply awesome
(yeah, sure...)
We have Khaw Tzi Wei and we'll call him that way
We'll never forget him for 'Did you lose something?'
And there's Meng Hong, Meng Hong Meng Hong Meng Hong
He's very lovely, 'But then', he's also crazy
There's also Brian who never opens his eyes
Funny Chinese guy, 'Are you sure? No no no no no'
And we have James, the Grandpa of everyone
He knows everything and he never gets drunk
Also, Zhanibek, with his Russian hat
We'll fly to Kazakhstan, for you know, 'Moral Support!'
Chorus:
Yes, a song, with a melody and lyrics and crappy voice but still, it's a song that brings back some sweet memory.
Honey Badgers
Hey Honey Badgers, I'd like to tell you something
About all the things that will remind me of everything
Okay, that's a bit too much I guess
But anyway..
Let's start with Eva, our crazy little Kuchka
She loves Korea, and she wants 'mandoo, you know?'
We have Johanna, our pretty sexy mama
She's super generous, and 'Happy papyrus!'
Let's move on to Joan, a very crazy person
She's very charming, and 'Hey daddy, how you doin?'
Chorus:
Honey Badgers I love you guys so much
I'll surely miss you and that's a permanent hunch
I know you'll come to my boring little town
You guys will miss me cause I'm just simply awesome
(yeah, sure...)
We have Khaw Tzi Wei and we'll call him that way
We'll never forget him for 'Did you lose something?'
And there's Meng Hong, Meng Hong Meng Hong Meng Hong
He's very lovely, 'But then', he's also crazy
There's also Brian who never opens his eyes
Funny Chinese guy, 'Are you sure? No no no no no'
And we have James, the Grandpa of everyone
He knows everything and he never gets drunk
Also, Zhanibek, with his Russian hat
We'll fly to Kazakhstan, for you know, 'Moral Support!'
Chorus:
Honey Badgers I love you guys so much
I'll surely miss you and that's a permanent hunch
I know you'll come to my boring little town
Cause I have mushrooms, that is enough for everyone
(yeah sure, because that's enough reason to visit me you know, mushrooms)
We have Siree, a smart and pretty lady
She won't fire you guys cause 'Heyyy, that's okay!!'
Also Clémence, with her funny faces
She's very wise, and 'Oh, Caliente'
And Salomé, with all her funny quotes
She's so smart, and it's more than 'Just like that?'
And Oh, 'Bollocks!' How can I forget Kriki?
She's very talkative and also she's 'Gorgeous!!!'
Chorus:
Honey Badgers I love you guys so much
I'll surely miss you and that's a permanent hunch
I know you'll come to my boring little town
And I'll try to visit you cause you guys are all awesome
31.3.13
среќен роденден (Sreken Rodenden)
or in a more universal language,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVA!!!
te cakam!!! <33333 p="">
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVA!!!
te cakam!!! <33333 p="">
1.2.13
6.8.10
Welcoming new friends. and enjoying it.
Wow, I never thought it could be this fast. You know, I never like the place I'm going to study for the next four years, and I thought I would be going out with my people, those I know from high school and even if I would get along with new friends, it'd take long time. It's just, I never thought it could be THIS fast. (impressed)
It started when I gotta go to different group with my friends. I didn't know anyone at all at first and the funny thing was I was about to make a good impression and it failed because I met this girl. The first thing I thought about her was, she was someone like Yasmin. Only, it took me a long time to be friends with Yasmin, like, the whole text messages, phone calls, the recesses time at school and all. But this girl, err the other girl thought that we'd known each other before this orientation thing and everyone seemed surprised to know that we hadn't. Seems like I got a click button on her. Ha, laaaaaame......
And other girls in my group are nice. I like my group. I still don't like the place but now I have a reason to be happy going there. And the highlight is my name! I talked to Fay for almost 15 mins on the phone giggling a lot about our new nicknames because it's hell funny! You just don't know how it feels to hear people call 'your name' and you don't notice because you are not used to it yet. It's weird people, yet damn funny. Ah, I wish this feeling could last.
Yaay I know have friends! (emo)
4.8.10
Another random crap
Yesterday was great. Spent my day at home and went to watch Salt with family and got back home at night. It was my first time driving to outside Depok actually lol, challenging! I took the wrong way to Pejaten and it took me to, err somewhere called Jatipadang and the street was damn small and crowded! Thanks God I'm skillful (cool face).
And today wasn't bad really. My orientation group and I went to one of my friends' dorm to do our task and it worked out well. We didn't only finish the task, I can say we also got to know each other well. It's good to know some new friends and feel like you've known them for a long time.
Give no shit about essays, say welcome fellas!
22.7.10
To you, with sarcasm
Perhaps I should write something serious.
Today, another friend is leaving. A close close friend of mine, a super mean friend of mine, maybe that's why we're friends, is leaving to a city thousands miles away. Yesterday was the last time I met him before college starts, and I and one other friend made a 'present' for him. Actually, we didn't know what to buy and due to the lack of money issue (we sure shouldn't have to give you something expensive, should we? (; ), then we made it. We made the present ourselves! Err actually it's Gita, I just sat there watching telly.
Okay, back to the serious part. I wrote a letter for him. I was meant to make a super serious letter in order to make him cry, yes that's right because it was for the most melancholic man at school. And I ended up making a stupid one, I'm not sure he's gonna cry.
And now, since it seems like I fail again to write a serious post, I'll just write it my way. What is that to make you sad to leave? Your friends? Your family? Or your dream that can't be true? If it's your friends I'm sure you'll soon have new ones. If it's your family, I'm sure they're gonna come visit you often. But if it's about the dream, nothing could I say but face reality. Because it doesn't matter where you go, what makes success succeed is how you deal with the situation and make the best of it. Wow what did I say? I know right I'm awesome! (:
This is not a goodbye, my friend. Like I said, (and it's written in your picture we gave), "Ya udah sih, Cin..."
To sum up, seriousness + me = failure.
11.7.10
a Great Escape
Mum bought this United Escape bike 2 days ago. I cycled around my house today and I was amazed that this place has changed a lot and you know, how surprising it was to know that it's been almost 8 years since the last time I played with my childhood friends and went around the neighbourhood. If it wasn't because my ipod ran out of battery, I wouldn't realise that it had been almost an hour of my reminiscing time.
Right before I went back home, I met my friend who happened to be my best friend since we were 5. We haven't met for ages and today was the day that we finally talked again. We talked about many things and she arranged a plan to go together with other childhood friends. After dark I met her again and some other friends whom I'm sure the last time I met them was couple years ago. And of course, they've changed a lot.
Anyway, it was my friend's idea to go somewhere we could talk and have good times together again. Here's the problem, I'm more like a spontaneous person while most of them need a really structured plan. I was surprised to know that they want it to be at least 5 days until the day we'd finally go. I don't know, many things could happen in 5 days so after a long time discussing, we planned to go to Pasar Festival on Tuesday. It was very random. If only mum didn't buy the bike. If only I didn't cycle around. If only I didn't meet my old friend.
I started to think that this is a great escape.
7.5.10
tell me what's happening
What currently on my mind is one word.... jealousy. Right, I'm jealous of those who don't have to choose. I'm jealous of those who can go to the place I want. I'm jealous of those who have great times of vacation now. The list keeps going till it comes to the last, I'm jealous of seeing those who are in love. So what's wrong with me now?
I am not knowing what to do next. I see my brother has a (new) girlfriend and I'm like finding a new way to laugh at him. Seriously, I joke around about it. I didn't feel anything when I did it but, today, I went out with my friends. One of them is a new friend I met, a guy. I like him, he's funny and quite good looking [how could I be any more.. frontal?]. I found out that I have met him before when I was like already spending 6 hours with him [yes my memory!], and he said he recognised me since the very beginning. I know it's too early to say I like him, well I really do! I mean if I could know him more I'm pretty sure I would like him so much. But yea, here comes the thing called reality. He got 'something' with my best friend. She was sitting next to me in the car, in the back seat. He was driving and I caught him staring at her through the mirror, for so many times. I tried to think positively, well he needed to look at the mirror. But then, when we were about to go home, everything became clearer. Yep, they are into each other. Congratulation!!!!
Wow what am I saying? I know I will be so embarrassed if they read this, or he reads this. I know I will be so embarrassed if everyone reads this. But guess what? I don't give a shit.
for now......
29.12.09
random chat, random peeps, same shits
Fhun : hey! merry christmas! =D
me : merry christmas :)
Fhun : do you celebrate christmas there?
me : nope lol do you?
Fhun : me neither
...
me : heyyyy im goin out with dilla today :D
uli : omg i wanna go with you two too
me : nah you cant its only for cool peeps
uli : yeah whatever im goin with my cool friends too today
me : why do they wanna go with you? HAHA
uli : shit you!
...
dziep : why are you up so late?
me : idk im a batgirl
dziep : .. bad girl?
me : nap by day stay at night
me : naah, bat girl like one in batman
dziep : batgirls are supposed to be sexy.....but you're....
dziep : kinda breaking that rule
dziep : .....
dziep : so im doubting that
dziep : no comebacks
dziep : its obviously true
dziep : so dont even try to come up with a comeback okay?
dziep : LOL gotcha
(now you know whos mean! arrsshh haha!)
...
ill keep posting some random chats like this. ooh yeah i shouldve posted the 'hot' part lol.
batgirls standing off
me : merry christmas :)
Fhun : do you celebrate christmas there?
me : nope lol do you?
Fhun : me neither
...
me : heyyyy im goin out with dilla today :D
uli : omg i wanna go with you two too
me : nah you cant its only for cool peeps
uli : yeah whatever im goin with my cool friends too today
me : why do they wanna go with you? HAHA
uli : shit you!
...
dziep : why are you up so late?
me : idk im a batgirl
dziep : .. bad girl?
me : nap by day stay at night
me : naah, bat girl like one in batman
dziep : batgirls are supposed to be sexy.....but you're....
dziep : kinda breaking that rule
dziep : .....
dziep : so im doubting that
dziep : no comebacks
dziep : its obviously true
dziep : so dont even try to come up with a comeback okay?
dziep : LOL gotcha
(now you know whos mean! arrsshh haha!)
...
ill keep posting some random chats like this. ooh yeah i shouldve posted the 'hot' part lol.
batgirls standing off
25.12.09
holly holiday
yaay, christmas comes!
well no, i dont celebrate it but haaay, i do celebrate holiday! :'D so, thanks (lol srsly idk what to say)
anyways, i wonder what will happen in this holiday. firstly, holiday means no school, which means ill gain some more kilos :|
secondly, holiday always ruins my bed time. like, last nite i skyped with Dz till nearly 2 am. and i just woke up at 12 pm today lol
holiday is .. holiday. well what else you can do than going to cinema malls and wasting money?
right, the college entrance stuff is almost done, and im SO gonna enjoy this holiday.
and oooh, yesterday i went to margo with cina,ayin,gita,noni and met karti there, and we brutally ate pizzas, like, it was for 8 ppl but 5 of us could 'cleaned' it all. no actually it was me and cina ate the most, lol pigs.
then we went to j.co, this was the funny part. i wanted to buy a cup of yoghurt while i saw this thing. right, MOCHI! lol reminded me of those philippines days. anyways, then i asked cina to take a pic of me and my mochi yoghurt with my arrrsssh face. srsly, they didnt rlly understand but oh well, i told Dz that night while we were on skype, and she was like.. omg you got mochi there? in Indonesia? lol
that face, made me lol
and now, well i havent showered and its fkn hot here, i feel gross haha. i just need to post something here before i fly into my own world again. so yeah, merry xmas for those who celebrate it, happy holiday for all!
ill be back soon, :x
well no, i dont celebrate it but haaay, i do celebrate holiday! :'D so, thanks (lol srsly idk what to say)
anyways, i wonder what will happen in this holiday. firstly, holiday means no school, which means ill gain some more kilos :|
secondly, holiday always ruins my bed time. like, last nite i skyped with Dz till nearly 2 am. and i just woke up at 12 pm today lol
holiday is .. holiday. well what else you can do than going to cinema malls and wasting money?
right, the college entrance stuff is almost done, and im SO gonna enjoy this holiday.
and oooh, yesterday i went to margo with cina,ayin,gita,noni and met karti there, and we brutally ate pizzas, like, it was for 8 ppl but 5 of us could 'cleaned' it all. no actually it was me and cina ate the most, lol pigs.
then we went to j.co, this was the funny part. i wanted to buy a cup of yoghurt while i saw this thing. right, MOCHI! lol reminded me of those philippines days. anyways, then i asked cina to take a pic of me and my mochi yoghurt with my arrrsssh face. srsly, they didnt rlly understand but oh well, i told Dz that night while we were on skype, and she was like.. omg you got mochi there? in Indonesia? lol
that face, made me lol
and now, well i havent showered and its fkn hot here, i feel gross haha. i just need to post something here before i fly into my own world again. so yeah, merry xmas for those who celebrate it, happy holiday for all!
ill be back soon, :x
12.12.09
the journey
Finally im back again. now ill write the things i wrote when i was in the phil for ASEAN Quiz. Oh, and i represented Indonesia with Rio and Michelle. heres the story, enjoy!
Day 1, Nov 29th 2009
- Had to be in airport (Soekarno Hatta) at 10 p.m, at around 6 Rio told me to make something for presentation. Rifa helped me out :) 7.30 took a bath
- 8.30 at Jl Raya Bogor. Traffic's hell! Turned around, took the other way, via Jatijajar
- Traffic... Around 10 Rio (and Bu Henny and Bu Ary) were already at the airport. Michelle and I were on our ways
- 10.15 arrived at airport, together with Michie
- around 11 pm, Joey arrived, gave us our prizes, took pictures, he couldnt go because his passport wasnt ready yet. doh
- anyways his camera battery was low, he took pics by using Rio's cam.. see what i mean? lol
Day 2, Nov 30th 2009
- around 00.50 am, flew to the Philippines! window seat, i was hoping to see the city at night. but oh well, it was all dark
- around 2, breakfast came. the earliest breakkie ive ever had (or was it dinner?)
- tried to sleep after, Michelle and bu Ary were already sleeping. Rio? dont bother asking, he couldnt even close his mouth lol. me? staring at the stars, moon, and some city lights. it was all beautiful! i thanked God for everything i could see, almost cried. lol me being sensitive
- around 3 something, sleeeeeeeeeeeeping. finally!
- around 5, the flight attendance announced the arrival time, woke me up. oh my glourious 2 hours for sleeping..
- around 5.30, arrived at the Philippines. Mabuhay! :'D
- 5.30 - 6 am waited for the luggage. It took forever, esp for bu Ary, her luggage was comin late. and i got no signals there. crap
- 6 am, goin outside, Ninna from the 4th ASEAN Quiz picked us up. With all those cameras and TV show thingy, we needed to say something, telling we were ready to rock Manila. lol i personally said : "Selamat Pagi! Im xx from Indonesia, Philippines will be rocked" lol embarrassing... and i wasnt ready for that lol, and we had to like pretend that theres no cameras, and we were on tv. yess i know right i was born to be a star ;D
- 7.30 arrived at Richmonde Hotel at Ortigas Centre, Pasig City, Philippines. Checked in, had breakfast, then slept.
- 12 pm, woke up. tried to text Ren, failed. until Michelle got credits. yup XL got signals there but its way too expensive =(
- 1.30 went to Megamall for lunch with all Indo crew.
- 3 pm, Shakey's! ate the package meal, cant remember the name tho. lol at my teaspoon sized memory. Magic did our orders! lol magic's the name of the waiter, a feminine guy. its magic! lol
- 3.30 separated with coaches, took a look at some shops, bought new sim cards for us
- 4.30 REN AND BEATO CAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)))))
- had a little tour with them. reunion thingy was cool! Astig! << bye ="(" trip ="(" id="gwProxy" type="hidden">
Day 1, Nov 29th 2009
- Had to be in airport (Soekarno Hatta) at 10 p.m, at around 6 Rio told me to make something for presentation. Rifa helped me out :) 7.30 took a bath
- 8.30 at Jl Raya Bogor. Traffic's hell! Turned around, took the other way, via Jatijajar
- Traffic... Around 10 Rio (and Bu Henny and Bu Ary) were already at the airport. Michelle and I were on our ways
- 10.15 arrived at airport, together with Michie
- around 11 pm, Joey arrived, gave us our prizes, took pictures, he couldnt go because his passport wasnt ready yet. doh
- anyways his camera battery was low, he took pics by using Rio's cam.. see what i mean? lol
Day 2, Nov 30th 2009
- around 00.50 am, flew to the Philippines! window seat, i was hoping to see the city at night. but oh well, it was all dark
- around 2, breakfast came. the earliest breakkie ive ever had (or was it dinner?)
- tried to sleep after, Michelle and bu Ary were already sleeping. Rio? dont bother asking, he couldnt even close his mouth lol. me? staring at the stars, moon, and some city lights. it was all beautiful! i thanked God for everything i could see, almost cried. lol me being sensitive
- around 3 something, sleeeeeeeeeeeeping. finally!
- around 5, the flight attendance announced the arrival time, woke me up. oh my glourious 2 hours for sleeping..
- around 5.30, arrived at the Philippines. Mabuhay! :'D
- 5.30 - 6 am waited for the luggage. It took forever, esp for bu Ary, her luggage was comin late. and i got no signals there. crap
- 6 am, goin outside, Ninna from the 4th ASEAN Quiz picked us up. With all those cameras and TV show thingy, we needed to say something, telling we were ready to rock Manila. lol i personally said : "Selamat Pagi! Im xx from Indonesia, Philippines will be rocked" lol embarrassing... and i wasnt ready for that lol, and we had to like pretend that theres no cameras, and we were on tv. yess i know right i was born to be a star ;D
- 7.30 arrived at Richmonde Hotel at Ortigas Centre, Pasig City, Philippines. Checked in, had breakfast, then slept.
- 12 pm, woke up. tried to text Ren, failed. until Michelle got credits. yup XL got signals there but its way too expensive =(
- 1.30 went to Megamall for lunch with all Indo crew.
- 3 pm, Shakey's! ate the package meal, cant remember the name tho. lol at my teaspoon sized memory. Magic did our orders! lol magic's the name of the waiter, a feminine guy. its magic! lol
- 3.30 separated with coaches, took a look at some shops, bought new sim cards for us
- 4.30 REN AND BEATO CAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)))))
- had a little tour with them. reunion thingy was cool! Astig! << bye ="(" trip ="(" id="gwProxy" type="hidden">
5.12.09
Philippines
i think im supposed to write about the whole journey first, but im not in the mood for that lol. well ill just tell you about awesome ppl from 8 other countries.
meeting new people is always great, esp when we are different. and from the 4th ASEAN Quiz which was held in the Philippines, the most obvious thing i got is friendship. Rio and Michelle, from bogor and medan, were my team mate for representing Indonesia for the quiz. and then we met Dziep Chi and Tien from Vietnam, and Siddeq, Farah, and Adi from Brunei. the others were all nice, ill explain about them later, but these guys ive mentioned were the closest ones to us.
the funniest one is Dziep, from Vietnam. She could be mean and funny at the same time, which is great haha. and the last day Rio Dziep and I were like giggling all the times for talking shits :p we went to bed in the early morning. and at around 11, she had to go back to Vietnam. and it was quite sad, except the mochi choco balls thingy, and our mean convo. lol
and today i just talked to her, on msn, and continued with skype. i could see her meanly funny face haha. and again, we talked about the same thing. i mean srsly idk why i enjoyed that, not that i know im used to, but oh well maybe its just because im talking to her, to Dziep. well this is a compliment Dz! haha. and the coolest thing was, she wants to apply for macalester, bates, and carleton too. oh jeeeeez thats a fkn cool coincidence. haha i wish we can go together, like, srsly together. that would be very very very awesome.
ok i have to sleep now.
meeting new people is always great, esp when we are different. and from the 4th ASEAN Quiz which was held in the Philippines, the most obvious thing i got is friendship. Rio and Michelle, from bogor and medan, were my team mate for representing Indonesia for the quiz. and then we met Dziep Chi and Tien from Vietnam, and Siddeq, Farah, and Adi from Brunei. the others were all nice, ill explain about them later, but these guys ive mentioned were the closest ones to us.
the funniest one is Dziep, from Vietnam. She could be mean and funny at the same time, which is great haha. and the last day Rio Dziep and I were like giggling all the times for talking shits :p we went to bed in the early morning. and at around 11, she had to go back to Vietnam. and it was quite sad, except the mochi choco balls thingy, and our mean convo. lol
and today i just talked to her, on msn, and continued with skype. i could see her meanly funny face haha. and again, we talked about the same thing. i mean srsly idk why i enjoyed that, not that i know im used to, but oh well maybe its just because im talking to her, to Dziep. well this is a compliment Dz! haha. and the coolest thing was, she wants to apply for macalester, bates, and carleton too. oh jeeeeez thats a fkn cool coincidence. haha i wish we can go together, like, srsly together. that would be very very very awesome.
ok i have to sleep now.
23.10.09
the birthday melody
i forgot what day today was this morning
when i was sleeping the phone kept ringing
i woke up and see i got 2o something texts
i dont even know how i could write them back
then i took a shower got ready to go to school
i knew everything would be cool
i got prezzies and it made me smile
i could feel special for a while
school didnt take too long today
i thought that was it for my special day
so i went home and got into the internet which running so slow
and i couldnt believe i got all those happy birthday texts from people i dont even know
i was busy replying the posts
while my friend karti said she was on her way to my house
it was good even though we didnt do much anything
all we did was just facebooking and such things
then alda came by a bit later
but my keyboard teacher was already arrived so i told her
to join karti in my room and id meet after the class over
and it was too late because she gotta go for parkour
then i asked karti to go to the bookstore with me
and gita was on the net so i asked her too
and she wanted to go and i thought tonight im gonna be happy
well its much better than sitting all alone though
so we went there, i was looking for a book
i found that book in detos but i thought margo would be better
but i thought wrong so i gotta go to detos back
i didnt bring any cash but the book was expensive, bummer!
i gotta use the card but stupidly idk why it was failed
3 times trying, always been failed
oh thankfully i was lucky on the 4th one
going back to margo met gita and karti
we were freaking hungry
karti said she doesnt like pizza nor spaghetti
what a shame!
then it was time to go home
i didnt check my phone
if only i did i wouldnt have to spend my money on my own
cause my parents were on the way home
oh then i found there was nobody home
awesome :|
but to sum up today was friggin great
its almost been perfect
even if i thought it was just another day
well today was another great day
its not about the feeling of being bigger
nor the thought of being stronger
but getting older must get me mature
and be better after
thanks for today everyone :)
when i was sleeping the phone kept ringing
i woke up and see i got 2o something texts
i dont even know how i could write them back
then i took a shower got ready to go to school
i knew everything would be cool
i got prezzies and it made me smile
i could feel special for a while
school didnt take too long today
i thought that was it for my special day
so i went home and got into the internet which running so slow
and i couldnt believe i got all those happy birthday texts from people i dont even know
i was busy replying the posts
while my friend karti said she was on her way to my house
it was good even though we didnt do much anything
all we did was just facebooking and such things
then alda came by a bit later
but my keyboard teacher was already arrived so i told her
to join karti in my room and id meet after the class over
and it was too late because she gotta go for parkour
then i asked karti to go to the bookstore with me
and gita was on the net so i asked her too
and she wanted to go and i thought tonight im gonna be happy
well its much better than sitting all alone though
so we went there, i was looking for a book
i found that book in detos but i thought margo would be better
but i thought wrong so i gotta go to detos back
i didnt bring any cash but the book was expensive, bummer!
i gotta use the card but stupidly idk why it was failed
3 times trying, always been failed
oh thankfully i was lucky on the 4th one
going back to margo met gita and karti
we were freaking hungry
karti said she doesnt like pizza nor spaghetti
what a shame!
then it was time to go home
i didnt check my phone
if only i did i wouldnt have to spend my money on my own
cause my parents were on the way home
oh then i found there was nobody home
awesome :|
but to sum up today was friggin great
its almost been perfect
even if i thought it was just another day
well today was another great day
its not about the feeling of being bigger
nor the thought of being stronger
but getting older must get me mature
and be better after
thanks for today everyone :)
3.10.09
happppppyyyyyyyy :)
h a p p y !!!!!!!!!
okay basically today was quite boring, but kaitlyn and alfie made my day :D
i had this fun convo with kaitlyn, like idk maybe because we havent talked for ages so when it comes the time i finally could talk to her again it was just good and exciting. oh well i miss you kait :)
and, today atha had her birthday party in which i couldnt come because (dramatically pause), the rain. yep thanks to the rain. i was about to go riding my motorbike and in my half way there, its raining and i was so fkn wet! so i went back home and here i am. haha it may sound dramatic buuuut, i quite enjoy that. because, haha as the boredom comes i texted him. and it ended up were texting each other now. haha what a metaphor! :D
hahahah dont tell me what i feel about him, cause i dont know. im happy when im talking to him, yea thats it. i dont care about dignity anymore, i have already lost it. haha, i dont care....
im happy hahahhah! can i be anymore obvious?
:p
okay basically today was quite boring, but kaitlyn and alfie made my day :D
i had this fun convo with kaitlyn, like idk maybe because we havent talked for ages so when it comes the time i finally could talk to her again it was just good and exciting. oh well i miss you kait :)
and, today atha had her birthday party in which i couldnt come because (dramatically pause), the rain. yep thanks to the rain. i was about to go riding my motorbike and in my half way there, its raining and i was so fkn wet! so i went back home and here i am. haha it may sound dramatic buuuut, i quite enjoy that. because, haha as the boredom comes i texted him. and it ended up were texting each other now. haha what a metaphor! :D
hahahah dont tell me what i feel about him, cause i dont know. im happy when im talking to him, yea thats it. i dont care about dignity anymore, i have already lost it. haha, i dont care....
im happy hahahhah! can i be anymore obvious?
:p
13.9.09
reminiscing about lovely childhood
today i went tarawih with my childhood friend, yelin. she lives next door and we were like always playing together when we were kids with two other friends tiva and tera. i spent most of my time with them. i grew up with them.
i cant remember the exact year, but we laughed, being mean, cried, fought, and did other stuff together. even swam at the flood, swam at little river which was far from a word clean lol, jogged in the morning, collected cards from a street lol, played at a ditch, being stupid, and soooo many. thats just so sweet for me, having a wonderful childhood. we were so mean! but we knew we were weak lol. we made a baby, one of our neighbour, angry and wanted to kick us, and her mom saw it and said something to her angrily, and we laughed! how mean lol, but was funny for us. we even asked for free donut everyday to a donut seller. bad us. but again it was funny.
then time passed by, as we grew up, we rarely meet each other. once we met, the convo had turned. guy, boyfriends, and stuff. no more stupid childish jokes. oh wow, how the years take parts of our life!
and now, one of my friend tiva already moved to padang, dude, far far away from here. her house is also soon gonna be sold. her house was our basecamp :( she didnt say anything to me. i just knew it today. and the last time we met was months ago, went shopping to pim. lol pathetic.
and the convo now is about university. yes thats true, when were we first met? '96? and now its 2009. 13 years weve been friends! and soon, ill have my own worlds, without them inside.
oh well, i love them. they made me being like this haha. i hope we all will have a great bright future, guys :)
yelin tiva terra! *hug*
lol catcha later
i cant remember the exact year, but we laughed, being mean, cried, fought, and did other stuff together. even swam at the flood, swam at little river which was far from a word clean lol, jogged in the morning, collected cards from a street lol, played at a ditch, being stupid, and soooo many. thats just so sweet for me, having a wonderful childhood. we were so mean! but we knew we were weak lol. we made a baby, one of our neighbour, angry and wanted to kick us, and her mom saw it and said something to her angrily, and we laughed! how mean lol, but was funny for us. we even asked for free donut everyday to a donut seller. bad us. but again it was funny.
then time passed by, as we grew up, we rarely meet each other. once we met, the convo had turned. guy, boyfriends, and stuff. no more stupid childish jokes. oh wow, how the years take parts of our life!
and now, one of my friend tiva already moved to padang, dude, far far away from here. her house is also soon gonna be sold. her house was our basecamp :( she didnt say anything to me. i just knew it today. and the last time we met was months ago, went shopping to pim. lol pathetic.
and the convo now is about university. yes thats true, when were we first met? '96? and now its 2009. 13 years weve been friends! and soon, ill have my own worlds, without them inside.
oh well, i love them. they made me being like this haha. i hope we all will have a great bright future, guys :)
yelin tiva terra! *hug*
lol catcha later
22.8.09
nobody turns to be somebody
so today i met an old friend whom ive never met since i graduate from elementary school. it was a quick meeting, we just said hi to another because i was about to go with stev and chopis. well actually, i could stop for a moment and have a chat with her, remember that we havent met for years. buuuuut, i couldnt help going and dont wanna talk to her. um sorry i dont mean to be mean but, we werent that close and i can say that she was kinda nerd or something and noone really wanted to talk to her, like she had a bad habbit and stuff so people didnt talk to her. in short, she was nobody. sorry to say.
but today, what i saw was different. i didnt see a nerd with noone around her but a chick with boys around her (seriously, all boys! she was the only girl) i was kinda surprised, yes i did recognise her, but ive never thought that she could be that different! just realise how the people changes so much.
so, the nobody seems to turn to be somebody now. so beware, somebody! theres so many nobodies out there that could steal your place. LOL sorry for this stupid info.
oh, and i am nobody. but have you heard that nobodys perfect? LOL ;p
and, today is the first night of Ramadhan, the fasting month. i just love the euphoria so much even im not gonna do the fasting tomorrow, (yes, girl thingy ugh i miss the first days of it ). and stevano told me that, he, who doesnt do the fasting stuff, also feels excited about it and doesnt want to miss the happiness of it lol. his family also 'celebrates' Ramadhan. haha im happy to hear that. Islam is a good religion, im very sad to know many people connect it with terrorism activity :(
but oh well, its not the time to discuss it!
oh, and im deleting some unknown 'friends' on facebook. so if you who know me but i dont know your full name or i deleted you, please tell me, ill add you again lol.
happy fasting people! :grin:
;]
but today, what i saw was different. i didnt see a nerd with noone around her but a chick with boys around her (seriously, all boys! she was the only girl) i was kinda surprised, yes i did recognise her, but ive never thought that she could be that different! just realise how the people changes so much.
so, the nobody seems to turn to be somebody now. so beware, somebody! theres so many nobodies out there that could steal your place. LOL sorry for this stupid info.
oh, and i am nobody. but have you heard that nobodys perfect? LOL ;p
and, today is the first night of Ramadhan, the fasting month. i just love the euphoria so much even im not gonna do the fasting tomorrow, (yes, girl thingy ugh i miss the first days of it ). and stevano told me that, he, who doesnt do the fasting stuff, also feels excited about it and doesnt want to miss the happiness of it lol. his family also 'celebrates' Ramadhan. haha im happy to hear that. Islam is a good religion, im very sad to know many people connect it with terrorism activity :(
but oh well, its not the time to discuss it!
oh, and im deleting some unknown 'friends' on facebook. so if you who know me but i dont know your full name or i deleted you, please tell me, ill add you again lol.
happy fasting people! :grin:
;]
20.7.09
random chat
before i continue the japan trip, wanna write something bout random shits.
saturday jul18th2009, disctarra margo city
me: where are we goin after this?
gita: what?
(backsound: michael jacksons earth song, played loudly)
gita (angrily): shut up michael, youre dead!
me: hahahhaha!
~~~~~~
monday jul20th2009,
cina and habib had to have bed rest at mitra keluarga hospital.
cina: many of our friends got sick these days
carthy: really? why?
me: i think thats because the holiday ends. well habib, where did you get the fever from?
habib: school i guess
me: oh jeez, i think ill tell my mum that school isnt safe anymore. so i dont have to go to school again :D
-silence-
~~~~
saturday jul18th2009, disctarra margo city
me: where are we goin after this?
gita: what?
(backsound: michael jacksons earth song, played loudly)
gita (angrily): shut up michael, youre dead!
me: hahahhaha!
~~~~~~
monday jul20th2009,
cina and habib had to have bed rest at mitra keluarga hospital.
cina: many of our friends got sick these days
carthy: really? why?
me: i think thats because the holiday ends. well habib, where did you get the fever from?
habib: school i guess
me: oh jeez, i think ill tell my mum that school isnt safe anymore. so i dont have to go to school again :D
-silence-
~~~~
11.6.09
everything happens for a reason
things happen for reason, its just somehow we dont know what the reason is.
why am i writing those sentence? because, i sometimes cant understand why people always blame on the situation when it goes wrong.
a true story, when 2 days ago i went to senayan with cina shita and gita to watch indonesia open 2009. the games began at 5 pm, but to get the tickets we had to make a line since 10 am. wtf it was freakin hot, and we had to wait for a looooong time to get those freakin tickets. and there were so many barbarians in the line, and cina, who really wants to the the tickets, was the only one got in the line. it was pathetic to see him. after waiting for hours, we (cina) finally got the tickets :D
while waiting for the game to began, cina said:
"shit, can you see there were so many barbarians out there, asking me to buy them any tickets. fuck, i smell so bad! everyone around me were smoking, and it was fkn hot out there! fuck!!! i had to wait for hours to get these tickets. "
and hours before, when we were about to go to senayan, we agreed to go at 7.30. i already met gita at 7.40, and then shita came and said "cina were phoned me minutes ago. he said hed just woke up!" omg we had to wait for him till 8.30.
and, voila! we had to wait for cina, and cina had to wait for hours to get the tickets. hahahah well, God knows the best. Now you know cina, everything happens for a reason =]
why am i writing those sentence? because, i sometimes cant understand why people always blame on the situation when it goes wrong.
a true story, when 2 days ago i went to senayan with cina shita and gita to watch indonesia open 2009. the games began at 5 pm, but to get the tickets we had to make a line since 10 am. wtf it was freakin hot, and we had to wait for a looooong time to get those freakin tickets. and there were so many barbarians in the line, and cina, who really wants to the the tickets, was the only one got in the line. it was pathetic to see him. after waiting for hours, we (cina) finally got the tickets :D
while waiting for the game to began, cina said:
"shit, can you see there were so many barbarians out there, asking me to buy them any tickets. fuck, i smell so bad! everyone around me were smoking, and it was fkn hot out there! fuck!!! i had to wait for hours to get these tickets. "
and hours before, when we were about to go to senayan, we agreed to go at 7.30. i already met gita at 7.40, and then shita came and said "cina were phoned me minutes ago. he said hed just woke up!" omg we had to wait for him till 8.30.
and, voila! we had to wait for cina, and cina had to wait for hours to get the tickets. hahahah well, God knows the best. Now you know cina, everything happens for a reason =]
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